• watching all the performances of OT6 title tracks since fiction > IABN > shadow > good luck > 12_30.. it's like every comeback we can only sit here and watch it on the screen but today.. today it came true😭

• watching their subunits.. even if it's not the original sub units groups but the harmony of dujun yoseop and dongwoon for when the door closes and caffeine is just.. all the ad-libst hey did are so so so beautiful ㅠㅠㅠ 

• which bring me to my next point of wanting to watch yang yoseop's first ever solo caffeineㅠㅠㅠ though it's the acoustic version but dujun & dongwoon performing tgt with him just make it so much more specialㅠㅠ 

• listening to troublemaker's song... 'girl who wanna play' is my favorite song aside from 'now' in chemistry album and jang hyunseung is so alive and passionate on stage that you can feel it in his every moves

• yong junhyung's slow which is my favorite though it's not the title track.. he actually perform a short cut of flower first then then throw in some stupid English HAHHAHAHAHHA LOVE U OKAY before starting slow and it's so.. perfect 😭😭😭

• lee gikwang performed 3 songs and it's so.. his style😭 have never heard of all those songs before but when he performed it he made it so his style.. 

• attending their acoustic concert.. though they only perform one acoustic version which is 'midnight' today but the song is so beautifully re-arranged together with all of the members' voices.. which make me think this must be how their acoustic concert is like😭

• getting to listening to all the b-side songs that they won't perform on broadcast.. from the more recent dance with U, history to songs like freeze and all the other songs they did perform on broadcast but finally getting to hear it live like how to love, we up, sad movie.. 

• seeing all the little moments between BEAST when they perform... it's like it's like. they've been together for what, 6, 7 years? and they can just perform as they've been but each performance you can see them making each other laugh it's like they're doing it on purpose just to tease and troll on each other 😭😭😭 I saw moments between dongwoon & junhyung, dongwoon & dujun, dujun & gikwang, yoseop & junhyung I probably miss out many other moments but it's all these moments that made me feel that our OT6 are truly so bonded and attached to each other😭😭❤️